I've been thinking too much recently. Is it bad to think bout my future now? Or it's still early for me to think bout it or even plan for it?
Somehow things are not going smooth. I couldn't get what I want and no matter how hard I work on it, it still doesn't work out.
I won't chose to stay if that person isn't worth to wait. I care.. I really care.
It hurts to know that you are moving backwards. Was it a lie when u were comforting me and asking me not to think about the past and move forward? But you? Disappointed much.
Somehow I still chose to stay. Ya for now. Until someone prove me wrong. Or unless I see the truth with my own eyes.
10:35 PM
